My mom told me a story of when i got so mad at my sisters bf and i went off on him infront of her? Funny thing is, i had no idea what she was talking about? Either i was so mad i blacked it out orrr she made it up? Because yeah i did go off on him, but i know for a fact it wasnt infront of her.. I wonder lol
you make me feel disposable
and a little used..
I act all tough and positive for you but the truth is.. Im breaking down. You are the only person i really have. If i lost you.. These next few months are gonna kill me, but im going to be the one there for you holding your hand and supporting you. I NEED you to be okay.
I feel ridiculous. Ive been waiting for 5 hours and called.. I lost count of how many times i called. You call yourself my bestfriend.. Fuck i call you my bestfriend. You promised me. Promised. I dont take that shit lightly. The least you couldve done was man the fuck up, and tell me. You know what ive been going through lately, and youre gonna put me through more shit. We sat for hours and i put...
im out $250.. no hotel party, no grad dress, and no grad guests. im the person you can depend on, but where the fuck are you when i need you? get me out of here..
i love having a job, but at the same time i hate it. i’m always so busy and so tired.. and its like i never get to spend that much time with you anymore. i miss you so much.. and your leaving in a couple days, so then im not gonna get to see you for that much longer.. sigh :(
hm, you were always my favorite
i’ve been eyeing soo much clothes from my store.. so yeaah, cant wait for pay day <3 :D
as much as i wanna trust you,
i cant.. atleast not anymore =/
its like my friendship was a complete joke to you.
this is exactly why i hate people. you told me i could trust you and that youd always be there, and you just.. disappeared. forget you, thats the last time you do this to me.
here you all come when you need something from me, but where the fuck are you when im the one in need? fuck it, depend on no one but yourself.
its weird how much the past still affects me. it haunts me to be quite honest. i keep being told to just move on, wth do you think im trying to do? do you think i like feeling like this? i try to be all smiles and cheerful.. but with one little reminder i just wanna crawl back into my room & stay there. this feeling.. its like a scar, and i just can’t get rid of it.
havent really written a post in awhile.. life has been alright i guess. i’ve realized that the people who were once my friends, are just acquaintances now and its time to move on with my life. i’ve been getting a few interviews, hopefully atleast one of those works out. home could be a bit better if me and my sister werent fighting. me and my boyfriend will be celebrating our 21months...
Boy Meets World - my favorite love quote of all...
Shawn: You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know, I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you've broken up?
Topanga: No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn: Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.
I want a relationship like Cory and Topanga, know we will made for each other like Mickey and Minnie, barely say anything yet completely understand each other like Wall-E and Eve, love each other no matter how we look like Belle and Beast, be silly like Wanda and Cosmo, have arguments like Ricky and Lucy, be imperfect but perfect like Marge and Homer, be neighbors like Eric and Donna, ...